The new old me.

Don't ask how, but I woke up this morning with a smile on my face. And that smile hasn't gone anywhere.

I admit I could just still be drunk, judging the state I was in last night. (Apologies to my mackem friends who in the early hours of the morning received a call of me singing geordie boot boys.) However, this being said, I seem to be seeing the world through rose tinted glasses today. I don't know wether I'll wake up tomorrow and be my old miserable self, but I really hope not, because  TODAY, I am happy.

And why shouldn't I be? I live in a nice house, I have a loving family, good friends, a decent way of making money, and last but certainly not least, the most amazing little boy on the planet.

I just realised, I'm 21 years old living in one of my favourite places on earth (Not Willington, let's go with Durham) and I have it pretty good. So, for now, I feel like I'm the old Stephen again, looking at everything and seeing an opportunity, not a threat. Like I said, it's early days so I don't know if this is here to stay or will be gone tomorrow. But today is going to be a good day, I can feel it.

To all of my friends and family who supported me through thick and thin, thank you, and I love you all.

And Isaac, I love you more than anything on this earth, and I will spend my time on this earth trying to make you understand that. <3

Bye for now folks.

Gan Canny.

Stevie C luvin lyf 2k12 innit.